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Post by Karapeltier on Apr 3, 2016 5:03:00 GMT
"No babe I'm good for now there was a lot of meat on that sandwich so I will wait while that one settles."
Laying watching the clouds pass by she hears Rain make a pained sound beside her. Glancing over at him she see him put a hand on his leg. Not wanting to embarrass him or push the subject she waits quietly till the pain seems to ease. She didn't like that he seemed to be in pain.
"Rain I know when the time comes and your ready you will tell me everything you can. But may I ask you something? Why were you in pain a minute ago and are you in pain all the time?
Watching him she knows it's something he don't really want to talk about but she really would like to know. * Taking his hand* she hopes to give him the same comfort he gave her on there way here. She waits quietly for him to answer her.
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Post by Karapeltier on Apr 3, 2016 5:03:46 GMT
He knew that she seen it there was no way to hide the best thing was to just explain to her kind of about what it's like to have an amputated leg. Not the most romantic thing to do on Valentine's Day but she would have to know sooner or later.
" have you ever heard of a thing called phantom pains? I get phantom pains a lot the nerves in my body don't register that there's no rest of my leg so from the nerve damage I get jolting pains up my leg almost to my spine sometimes they go all the way up my spine sometimes a dog this one happen to be just right here at my lag most the time if I apply pressure the pain seems to ease faster sometimes it doesn't it all depends. Sometimes it hurts very badly for minutes sometimes it's only a couple seconds and then it's over with. I'm sorry I know you don't really want to hear about that when your Valentine's Day but it is a part of who I am it's also a big reason why I don't get much sleep sometimes if I stay in the same position for too long it starts to act up which is another reason Why I never ever sleep with some one."
He looked over at the trees in the beautiful clearing that they were in there wasn't many flowers it wasn't that time of year but the trees were so old and beautiful to look at he would look at anything but stare at the expression he was sure that was on her face. It would be the same as any other woman he's ever told that to
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Post by Karapeltier on Apr 3, 2016 5:04:28 GMT
Kara looked at him at little sad at first. Then she realized he didn't want her pity he wanted her acceptance, like she did with her bear. Seeing him look away from her and out into the distance. Kara placed her hand on his face making him look back at her even though he didn't want to. She needed him to see there was only love and acceptance in her eyes. She smiled at him when he finally looked at her.
" First I want you to know you have giving me so much to day and part of that is shareing more of yourself with me. I do know what a phantom pain is and and I'm sorry you go though that. Is the pain something you will always have to feel or will it get better with time?"
She hoped it was ok to ask questions cause she was a little curious over some of the things he said
"I hope it's ok to ask but have you tried anything to makes the pain easier on you. There is a lot of stuff that can be done to help with the pain? I'm sorry you don't get much sleep that really sucks if I don't get enough sleep I get crazy moody. Be lucky you haven't had to deal with me I'm the morning."
She was shocked over the last thing he said he never ever sleeps with someone. This kind of made her almost sad. She had never slept next to a man but she knows what she has heard her aunts say.
" I haven't never slept with anyone next me but I have heard it's nice to cuddle. I would be scared to sleep with someone I move around a lot I would most likely hurt you." Biting her lip she asks him a question she's not sure she wants an answer to. " umm does this mean if we ever stayed with one another we wouldn't be able to sleep next eachother.? I mean it's not a big deal in just asking."
Kara wanted to cover her face so bad but they were being open with each other and she was just curious. She didn't want to make him feel bad with her question.
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Post by Karapeltier on Apr 3, 2016 5:06:31 GMT
He tried to pull away but she was very persistent with her hand on his jaw he looked at her he could see the sadness in her eyes but he didn't think it was pity after a few moments her I shifted and the love and happiness was back. I could've meant a few things one of them just being that she had enough time to understand what he was going through and mask her feelings or she truly did feel like it was OK and excepted him he would never know until the time comes came when she actually had to see what his leg looked like that was a whole Nother story that they would not get into today.
I honestly have thought about sleeping with you many times I'm not even going to lie I've thought about many things that we could do together. But when it came down to just sleeping together in bed I'm scared shitless. I don't want to fall asleep have a nightmare and Hurt you or scare you or have anything happen. Only thing I can tell you is that we can try I'm willing to try almost anything with you but I can't guarantee that it will work and if I was to ever hurt you I wouldn't know what to do with myself."
He thought about his pain in his leg sometimes it was worse than others but he was so used to it by now it didn't even really affect him like he used to it was only when he had the Sharp shooting pains that it bothered him.
" yes I will always have the pains though never go away it's just part of the nerve damage sometimes I get the more frequently than others. I just got a new prosthetic so it's been pretty good this one is much more comfortable and softer than my other one that I had so I have haven't been getting them as much as I used to."
Rain moved all the food that was in between them on to the other side of him still on the blanket down and he scooted closer to her taking his hand he push the hair back out of her face so that he could see you're clearly and then he gently grabbed her face with his hands on her neck and cheek and pulled her closer to him. It's when he had moved all the food that was in between them on to the other side of him still on the blanket down and he scooted closer to her taking his hand he push the hair back out of her face so that he could see you're clearly and then he gently grabbed her face with his hands on her neck and cheek and pulled her closer to him. when he had her lips almost touching his he whispered to her.
" You are a pretty amazing bear."
Then he kissed her but this wasn't just a regular kiss this time he leaned his body against her. That kind of made them lay down on the blanket with him almost on top of her but not completely they were kind of both on their sides with their elbows holding each other up. But their body was touching he took his hand and let it run down the side of her body. Not touching anything sexually just letting his fingers glide over her.
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Post by Karapeltier on Apr 3, 2016 5:07:05 GMT
Kara felt like she could walk through the clouds she was so happy especially when she heard rain say she was an amazing bear. Blushing a little she happy when he tells he would try just about anyone for her.
" Rain that's all I ask of you is to try. Plus you have to remember I'm not your average woman it's very unlikely you would hurt me."
Kara watches him as he moves everything from in between them and puts his body against hers touching her face he pulls her into an intense kiss. Kara was filled instantly with so much emotions it was overwhelming. She got chills as his had moved down her side. Putting her hand on the back of his neck she pulls him down with her as she lays back.
He felt amazing this close to her. She had never thought being this close to him would bring out such intense feelings without thought to her actions kara ran her hand down the front of his shirt covered chest. Finding the seam of the shirt she slides her hand inside placing her hand softly against his stomach his skin felt so good under her fingers wondering what the rest of him felt like she moved her hand to the waist band of his pants feeling brave she finds the button to his jeans just as his hand covers hers.
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Post by Karapeltier on Apr 3, 2016 5:08:05 GMT
At first he flinched when she touched his bare skin. It felt so good having someone touch him so softly it definitely made him hard. He needed to concentrate though he couldn't let this go too far because once he got to a point it would be extremely hard to turn around. As soon as she started to go lower he knew that's what he had to stop at with much regret he let his hand touch the top of hers wrapping it around his fingers.
" Baby girl so brave you are, if we go much further there's not much chance of turning back I think that we should slow down and just enjoy what we've already experienced. You are so precious and sweet I want to save what I do have of you for a long time."
Taking her hand he did let her feel his chest on the way up because it felt so fucking good having her nails drag along his skin he's never felt anything like it. Laying on his back he told her so that her head was laying on his chest and his other hand he rubbed her back letting his hand go under her shirt he put his hand on her bare skin.
"Baby girl I think I can lay here all day!"
That's what they did together they leave on their blanket for hours in till the daytime turned in tonight then they slowly packed up and made their way back to the truck for his first Valentine's Day he would check that off as one fucking successful day!
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