Post by Karapeltier on May 11, 2016 18:35:32 GMT
After she had flashed home from rain she felt the tears streaming down her checks. She felt so horrible she just didn't understand what went on his his head he knew how much she needed him right now and how being apart like this hurt her. He was what standing in their way. If he really didn't want to her sleep at his house all he had to do was tell her. Not make excuses he kept getting her hopes up then beating them down. She loved him but didn't know how much more she could handle before she snapped and did something stupid.
Kara went and got a hot shower and it's helped calm her but sadly not enough to put her right to sleep. She laid there wide awake for hours till finilly sleep took and one of the worst dreams she had ever had began. It started where she left Rain sitting there on his bed and she had already left. He looked relived that she was gone almost happy. Picking up his phone he made a phone call and a few minutes later a very gorgeous brunette showed up and he looked at her like she was the last woman alive. Kara was stuck watching the love of her life make love to someone else. She watched has he kissed her and told her he loved her. But what broke Kara was afterward they wrapped around
eachother and slept. She was getting what Rain refused to give her. Kara didn't know what woke her but she sat up in bed breathing hard he face streaked with tears. It was so hard to breath like she couldn't catch her breath no matter how hard she tried.
Kara know it wasn't real that rain would never do that to her. Picking up her phone she had a few messages amd they were all from him. Holding the phone to her chest she laid back down. Kara really was done next time she wasn't giving him a choice if she had to she would make that choice for him. She laid there thinking of his reasons for not wanting her to stay over, She understood he was scared he believed whole hearty he would hurt her if he had a nightmare while she slept with him. She had more faith in him then he did. She believed subconsciously he would stop before hurting her and if he did accidentally hit her or hell knock her out of bed she is alot stronger then she looks plus if she sees he could hurt her she could always flash from the bed and away from him. There were things they could do thinks they could try if he would just be willing to try. She drifted back off thinking of ways to convince him it was ok and they could do it. They could find a way.