Post by Karapeltier on Apr 29, 2016 15:44:55 GMT
Kara was having a hard time sleeping since they got home from aspen she would work and push her self till she passed out from exhaustion. It had gotten a bit better after spending a little time with Rain and readjusting to not having him next to her. The night after their date in the woods it had gotten really bad. Every time she closed her eyes to sleep it was like having a panic attack.
The questions he asked her weighed heavily on her heart and mind. She truly loved him and she was terrified he would leave her if they turned out not to be her mate. She was having wicked dreams they were wonderful in the beginning rain and her making love in the field of flowers they were so vivid she could feel his hands caress her body and his lips on her skin then after ward they would lay there in the sun holding each other and nothing no mark on their hands no burning.
That's where things get dark clouds roll in and cover the beautiful sunshine and a chilly wind blows by and when Kara turns towards Rain he's walking away and don't turn back. Kara yells for him and quickly flashing on clothing she flashes next to him only to have him push her way. He wont look her in the face he no matter what she tries. She feels the tears rolling down her face as he climbs into his truck and drives away never once speaking a word to her or looking at her.
Kara stands there till the truck is no longer in view thats when she sits up in bed with tears in her eyes breathing heavy covered in sweat. She had even called him at 5am when he picked up the phone he sounded worried she had to reassure him she was ok but really missed him and need to hear his voice. They had talked for a few minutes and then said good night again. She just needed that little reassurance that he was still there for her. She didn't know what was wrong with her deep down she knew he would never do that to her he would never be able to just walk away from her just like she would never be able to walk way from him.
Deep down in her soul she knew he was meant to be hers that fate couldn't be that heartless to take him away from her. She prayed to the gods that they would see how they needed each other. Rain believed that he was the only one that needed her that she was his sunshine and kept his nightmears away.
What he didnt seem to get was she needed him to. She needed to feel him close to her and when she was sad he knew how to make her smile. When she mad he know just what to do to make her laugh. When she falls asleep hes the one she wants to see or hear before her head hits the pillow and her eyes close. When she opens her eyes the first thing she does is check to see if he messaged her good morning. She couldn't wait for the day when instead of rolling over to a text she got to roll over to a smiling face. She truly needed him and hoped her knew it. Kara needed to sure he knew even if they weren't mates she would still fight for him that there would never be another for her. He was her everything!
The questions he asked her weighed heavily on her heart and mind. She truly loved him and she was terrified he would leave her if they turned out not to be her mate. She was having wicked dreams they were wonderful in the beginning rain and her making love in the field of flowers they were so vivid she could feel his hands caress her body and his lips on her skin then after ward they would lay there in the sun holding each other and nothing no mark on their hands no burning.
That's where things get dark clouds roll in and cover the beautiful sunshine and a chilly wind blows by and when Kara turns towards Rain he's walking away and don't turn back. Kara yells for him and quickly flashing on clothing she flashes next to him only to have him push her way. He wont look her in the face he no matter what she tries. She feels the tears rolling down her face as he climbs into his truck and drives away never once speaking a word to her or looking at her.
Kara stands there till the truck is no longer in view thats when she sits up in bed with tears in her eyes breathing heavy covered in sweat. She had even called him at 5am when he picked up the phone he sounded worried she had to reassure him she was ok but really missed him and need to hear his voice. They had talked for a few minutes and then said good night again. She just needed that little reassurance that he was still there for her. She didn't know what was wrong with her deep down she knew he would never do that to her he would never be able to just walk away from her just like she would never be able to walk way from him.
Deep down in her soul she knew he was meant to be hers that fate couldn't be that heartless to take him away from her. She prayed to the gods that they would see how they needed each other. Rain believed that he was the only one that needed her that she was his sunshine and kept his nightmears away.
What he didnt seem to get was she needed him to. She needed to feel him close to her and when she was sad he knew how to make her smile. When she mad he know just what to do to make her laugh. When she falls asleep hes the one she wants to see or hear before her head hits the pillow and her eyes close. When she opens her eyes the first thing she does is check to see if he messaged her good morning. She couldn't wait for the day when instead of rolling over to a text she got to roll over to a smiling face. She truly needed him and hoped her knew it. Kara needed to sure he knew even if they weren't mates she would still fight for him that there would never be another for her. He was her everything!
